Could my life get any better?

OK.LIKE TWO DAYS AGO..ME AND KERRY STARTED GOING OUT. I WAS SO HAPPY. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THAT BOY. BUT I GUESS THAT HE DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY. LAST NIGHT HE GOT ON MESSANGER..AND WE WERE TALKING. I WAS JOKING AROUND AND I TOLD HIM THAT WE WEREN'T TOGETHER ANYMORE. BUT I WAS TOTALLY KIDDING. THEN RIGHT BEFORE WE BOTH GOT OFF...I ASKED HIM IF WE WERE STILL TOGETHER. HERES WHAT HE SAID.."kerry_lohorn06 (7:05:23 PM): i know...but ever since i started to thank about it...i dont think im ready for a relationship now
sweet_n_prettyprincess24 (7:05:34 PM): really?
kerry_lohorn06 (7:06:08 PM): yea..i still like u but i just dont think im ready to be in one"..NICE HUH? I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. BUT I JUST WANT TO LET HIM KNOW..THAT JUST B/C WERE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE. I STILL WANT US TO BE FRIENDS AND NOTHING TO CHANGE. I STILL WANT TO TALK TO HIM JUST LIKE NORMAL. I LOVE YOU TO DEATH KERRY. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.